Im insane, aren't i????

Wow, that was a lot to read, but I think what your mom did to you was wrong, I don't understand why a mother would do that.. No your not overreacting. It's not good to hide everything in it's soon going to build up until you just explode and can't take it anymore. You should really do things that make you happy so you can start feeling better about yourself. :) Your not fake your just trying to be happy all the time that's good instead of letting this sadness take over you.. It's vert good that your into religion praying can help a lot!! I think you need to go to therapy to figure out what's really happening to you..